THOUGHT TWICE ABOUT POSTING THIS..
Hmm..
I'm Over All The Drama Around Me.
One Day It's Boys, Then The Next It's Friends, Then Money, And It Just NEVER Stops.
What's Wrong With Everyone? Can't We All Just Be Happy?
I Guess That It Is Too Much To Ask For..
Like Tonight..
I Got Home And My Boyfriend Wasn't Home, And He Sent Me A Text Saying 'I Can't Stay Tonight, The House Is A Mess!' So I Especially Went Out Of My Way To Make The House Clean For Him To Stay And I Told Him I Did. Then He'll Go On About Something Else, And It's Like Everyone's Out To Get Me..
Yes, I Probably Sound Like A Emo, But I Do Not Care, I Want To Complain.
Somedays I Just Wanna Curl Up In A Ball And Sulk..
Or Just Drive Really Far Away, Away From Everyone..
But Then I Think About The Good Things, Like Friends And Family And My Boyfriend..
But Then The Bad Things Keep Getting In The Way, It's Almost Like I'm Destined To Be Sad..
I Feel Like A Loser Having A Big Whinge..
But I Don't Know Any Other Way To Let This Go..
I Wanna Know What People Think I Should Do..
My Bf's Coming Around Now, So I'm Off.
Toodles.
x
Monday, May 11, 2009
Late Night Blog..
Soo It's 10:55 At Night. I'm Extremely Tired And Just Wanna Go Curl Up In My Nice Warm Bed And Sleep But Noooo, I Can't.
Why? There's No One Here To Keep Me Super Warm, And Cuddle Me While I Sleep, No One To Rub My Head To Make Me Go To Sleep, No One To Freak Out When I Get Big Twitches Cause I'm Having A Bad Dream, No One To Wrap Their Arms Around Me And Hold Me Tight.. :(
God This Is Right POOS.
I'm Getting A Sore Back From Leaning Against This Boney Woody Couch, I'm Cramping Up In My Legs And Thighs.
Sapphire Got Home Abit Earlier, She's My Flatmate (:
We're Whales, Aaaand We're Good At It Too ;)
She's Awesome..
Soo Tonight What'd We Do..
Well She Got Home Around 9ish, Went On The Lappy For Abit, Then We Decided To Go To Woolies To Get Some Kitkat, On Our Travels We Tried Tricking The Security People, But They Just Drove Off, Then We Were Doing Abit Of Stalking And Saw A Coppy, And Quickly Sped Off :S Dodgy.. :P Aaaaand Theeeeen We Went Thru Town Then Went Past Her Boyfriends House Then My Boyfriends To Make Sure They Were Home Hehe. (We're Spies) Theeeeen We Drove Thru Town Again And Seen Another Copper So We Sorta Followed Him And Braked REAL Hard, And Flicked Our Lights And Indercators (Rebels Much) Then He Stopped Somewhere So We Drove Off.. Theeen We Came Home And Now Sapphy's Cooking Something And I'm Aching From This STUPID COUCH !! *Screams*
*Sigh*
Why Am I So Tired?
I Had A HUGE Sleep Last Night..
Maybe It's Stress. (Which Males Cause)
Well, Goodnight Followers, Sweet Dreams. (Nearly Wrote Sweat, Ew.)
Toodles =)
x
Why? There's No One Here To Keep Me Super Warm, And Cuddle Me While I Sleep, No One To Rub My Head To Make Me Go To Sleep, No One To Freak Out When I Get Big Twitches Cause I'm Having A Bad Dream, No One To Wrap Their Arms Around Me And Hold Me Tight.. :(
God This Is Right POOS.
I'm Getting A Sore Back From Leaning Against This Boney Woody Couch, I'm Cramping Up In My Legs And Thighs.
Sapphire Got Home Abit Earlier, She's My Flatmate (:
We're Whales, Aaaand We're Good At It Too ;)
She's Awesome..
Soo Tonight What'd We Do..
Well She Got Home Around 9ish, Went On The Lappy For Abit, Then We Decided To Go To Woolies To Get Some Kitkat, On Our Travels We Tried Tricking The Security People, But They Just Drove Off, Then We Were Doing Abit Of Stalking And Saw A Coppy, And Quickly Sped Off :S Dodgy.. :P Aaaaand Theeeeen We Went Thru Town Then Went Past Her Boyfriends House Then My Boyfriends To Make Sure They Were Home Hehe. (We're Spies) Theeeeen We Drove Thru Town Again And Seen Another Copper So We Sorta Followed Him And Braked REAL Hard, And Flicked Our Lights And Indercators (Rebels Much) Then He Stopped Somewhere So We Drove Off.. Theeen We Came Home And Now Sapphy's Cooking Something And I'm Aching From This STUPID COUCH !! *Screams*
*Sigh*
Why Am I So Tired?
I Had A HUGE Sleep Last Night..
Maybe It's Stress. (Which Males Cause)
Well, Goodnight Followers, Sweet Dreams. (Nearly Wrote Sweat, Ew.)
Toodles =)
x
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Child Abuse..
Okayy, First Blog.
And There's Only One Thing I Can Think About Writing..
So, Whoever Created Males Must Have Been On Some Heavy Drugs.
Yes, I Understand Females Arn't The Bee Knees, But Why Do Males Think They're Always Shit Hot?
There's Somethings I Do Not Understand About Males And The Way They Act Towards Us Females..
I Mean, What Gives Them The Right To Push Us Around? (I'm Not Saying All Males Do It..)
Do They Not Think At All About How It Makes Us Feel?
Well Let Me Tell You How It Feels..
Imagine Being A Child Thinking You're Not Allowed To Do Anything Without Getting A Hiding From A Much Larger Person Than You, Thinking You Have To Be Extra Careful With What You Say Otherwise You Could End Up With Bruises, Making Sure You Don't Get In Peoples Way And Letting Everyone Walk All Over You Because You're Too Scared To Speak Your Mind..
Feeling Like You Can't Do Anything At All Without Getting Hurt.
No Wonder Why Females Become Lesbians, Because Females Know How Other Females Wish To Be Treated.
Yes, I Am A Victim Of Child Abuse.
And I Have Been Since A Very Young Age.
I'm Sometimes Very Frighten Of Any Male Figure And That's Because Of My Step Father.
People Think I'm A Strong Young Lady, But I Think After Going Through All That Pain And Suffering It Has Made Me A Stronger Person. I'm Still Not Able To Speak My Mind Without Thinking It Will Get Me Into Trouble.
Whether It Be With The Hand Or Weapon Child Abuse Is NOT Okay, At All. It's Proving That Males Need To Beat Up Children With Either Their Hand Or Weaping To Prove To Females That They're 'Strong'. It's Stupid And Pathetic. There Are Such Things As Boxing Bags And Stuff Like That Which Wouldn't Hurt Anybody Except Yourself.
And It's Not Just Physical Violence Towards Young Children, It's Also Verbal And Emotional Abuse.
Like Getting Called Names And Having Put Downs Directed At You. Do They Not Think About How It Makes Us Feel? Getting Called A Slut At A Young Age Isn't Fair And It Makes You Think About What Others Think About You, Even If It's A Stranger Walking Past You On The Street, Or Your Grandparents, Even Your Friends. It's Not Just Name Calling That Hurts, It's Put Downs Aswell. Saying Your Step Child Smells Or Looks Horrible Inflicts On Their Self Confidence.
Having All This Stuff Happen To You Hurts, It Really Does, And It's No Way A Child Should Be Treated. Children Are Our Future And We Surely Do Not Want Out Future Being Violence.
So I Say, If You've Experienced Child Abuse, Then You've Lived A Huge Part Of My Life.
It's Pretty Much What My Life Revolved Around.
Thanks.
x
And There's Only One Thing I Can Think About Writing..
So, Whoever Created Males Must Have Been On Some Heavy Drugs.
Yes, I Understand Females Arn't The Bee Knees, But Why Do Males Think They're Always Shit Hot?
There's Somethings I Do Not Understand About Males And The Way They Act Towards Us Females..
I Mean, What Gives Them The Right To Push Us Around? (I'm Not Saying All Males Do It..)
Do They Not Think At All About How It Makes Us Feel?
Well Let Me Tell You How It Feels..
Imagine Being A Child Thinking You're Not Allowed To Do Anything Without Getting A Hiding From A Much Larger Person Than You, Thinking You Have To Be Extra Careful With What You Say Otherwise You Could End Up With Bruises, Making Sure You Don't Get In Peoples Way And Letting Everyone Walk All Over You Because You're Too Scared To Speak Your Mind..
Feeling Like You Can't Do Anything At All Without Getting Hurt.
No Wonder Why Females Become Lesbians, Because Females Know How Other Females Wish To Be Treated.
Yes, I Am A Victim Of Child Abuse.
And I Have Been Since A Very Young Age.
I'm Sometimes Very Frighten Of Any Male Figure And That's Because Of My Step Father.
People Think I'm A Strong Young Lady, But I Think After Going Through All That Pain And Suffering It Has Made Me A Stronger Person. I'm Still Not Able To Speak My Mind Without Thinking It Will Get Me Into Trouble.
Whether It Be With The Hand Or Weapon Child Abuse Is NOT Okay, At All. It's Proving That Males Need To Beat Up Children With Either Their Hand Or Weaping To Prove To Females That They're 'Strong'. It's Stupid And Pathetic. There Are Such Things As Boxing Bags And Stuff Like That Which Wouldn't Hurt Anybody Except Yourself.
And It's Not Just Physical Violence Towards Young Children, It's Also Verbal And Emotional Abuse.
Like Getting Called Names And Having Put Downs Directed At You. Do They Not Think About How It Makes Us Feel? Getting Called A Slut At A Young Age Isn't Fair And It Makes You Think About What Others Think About You, Even If It's A Stranger Walking Past You On The Street, Or Your Grandparents, Even Your Friends. It's Not Just Name Calling That Hurts, It's Put Downs Aswell. Saying Your Step Child Smells Or Looks Horrible Inflicts On Their Self Confidence.
Having All This Stuff Happen To You Hurts, It Really Does, And It's No Way A Child Should Be Treated. Children Are Our Future And We Surely Do Not Want Out Future Being Violence.
So I Say, If You've Experienced Child Abuse, Then You've Lived A Huge Part Of My Life.
It's Pretty Much What My Life Revolved Around.
Thanks.
x
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